Waiting For Motivation Has Been Granted Temporary Authority
The motivation is expected to arrive before the deadline. The deadline has not blinked first.
HEARING TRANSCRIPT Proceeding: Review of Task Deferral Chair: Unnamed Witness: The Subject
CHAIR: Please describe the task.
WITNESS: A report. About four thousand words. Required by the end of the month.
CHAIR: And today's date?
WITNESS: The fourteenth.
CHAIR: So you have seventeen days.
WITNESS: Yes.
CHAIR: And the task has not been started.
WITNESS: I've thought about it quite a lot.
CHAIR: The thinking is noted. Why has it not been started?
WITNESS: I'm waiting to feel ready.
CHAIR: What does "ready" indicate, in this context?
WITNESS: A kind of... settled focus. Where I'm in the right headspace for the work. I've done good work in that state before. I want to produce good work. So I'm waiting for that state.
CHAIR: How long have you been waiting?
WITNESS: About ten days.
CHAIR: Are you aware that the settled focus you describe often appears after beginning the task rather than before it?
WITNESS: ...yes.
CHAIR: Are you aware that the experience of working tends to generate its own momentum?
WITNESS: I've heard this.
CHAIR: And yet you are waiting.
WITNESS: I've also reorganized my files, read two relevant articles, and created a detailed outline.
CHAIR: The outline is helpful.
WITNESS: Thank you.
CHAIR: Where is the outline?
WITNESS: It's in a new document. With a cleaner layout than the previous document. I wasn't happy with the previous document's organization.
CHAIR: I see.
Pause.
CHAIR: Under the governing rule, any waiting for motivation that feels like preparation may temporarily substitute for beginning the actual task. This substitution is currently occurring.
WITNESS: I understand.
CHAIR: The report is due in seventeen days.
WITNESS: Yes.
CHAIR: Do you anticipate feeling ready before the deadline?
WITNESS: The deadline is usually helpful.
CHAIR: The deadline has not moved.
WITNESS: No.
CHAIR: Thank you. This concludes the hearing.
The task remained unstarted for four additional days.